Well you've come to my profile in hopes you could see something out of the ordinary pop out of my mouth once again huh? Well i think you're sorley mistaken young one, old one.. or person of the same age as me! LOL, mind you like it matters.. As my real name, Jill implies... it's meaning is Youthful Spirit, and i am indeed a youthful person. I Don't act, look or even dress my age, and sometimes it gets me into a bit of trouble lol.. Ok sometimes i don't even act or sound, or dress like my gender... but that doesn't get me into trouble unless i make it trouble!
I'm 24, and i currently live in new zealand.. with nobody anymore in my love life i've been reduced to basically writing porn fics, and basically getting myself off once or twice a day.. ah well it's not like you needed to know that.. but you just had to know! It was like the topic of the day! 8D, yes you'll learn this is the way i am, i talk too much and i say stupid things at the wrong time.
I also am a size 22 pants, 22DD bra... lol YES i have gazongas! YES! .. and no you can't see them. You have to get to know me before you get to see the nakkie pics i keep taking for my guys friends! (Even my ex girlfriend got to see them!)
Right now, i'll admit that i was having a period of time here where i thought entirely about the prospect of being male, becoming male and living as one. My only desires were self laced with self esteem issues, and finding out really that I was just me, and that to do that to myself was unnessescary. There are people in this world that are genuinely born the wrong gender, i was not one of them. I'm just creative at convincing myself and others that i'll be ok, i'll go through this and i'll prove to others that the man i am, is the right one. Boy, was i sorely wrong..
It took basically getting dumped, and reorganizing my brain so i wasn't splitting my personality and lifestyle into two seperate genders/idenities... to basically realize that, no matter what i'm me-- and i don't act a shitload different than i used to.
As my name meaning implies, i'm a youthful spirit... i mean that in the best and worst of ways-- it gets the better of me. You'll learn in time, that i am biologically in this life the oldest of most of my friends in my close circle. Psychologically, and spiritually i am the child, and i am the youngest ... And who gives a shit lol, i'm 24 in numbers.. just cause i was born in 1983 doesn't mean i have to act it!